Truly Blessed

One thing I know at the moment and always that my mother loves me. I
thank god for her. I know we had our ups, downs, and turn arounds.
Never did my mother leave me behind when I was down nor did I ever
hate. As I think about we had been through it made us stronger. No
never will we both forget about the past, we have grown since. The
lord knows that I never hated here and don't ever want to lose my
mother. She is my strength to go on when no is there for me. Let me
rephrase that, my mother always have been there even when I founded
out I was HIV+. That made us closer than ever believe or not. Being
apart made us closer believe or not. It showed me and her that yes we
had our faults but, she knows within I love her. It was a time when
she thought I didn't love her, I couldn't believe it.... I Am truly a
momma's boy and I will only be her little man. I just think of that
day when one of us have to go home to the lord. Even though I am
scared I rather go before her I can't bear to lose someone as great as
her. Ma, if you reading this I want you to k ow that I truly love you,
care for you, die for you, and is truly blessed to have. I am sorry
for what I put you through my teen years and made you feel as though
you raised me the wrong way if you wasn't for you I wouldn't be the
man I am today. Very independent, wanting to succeed, and very helpful
and giving. Know this if i am to go before you I LOVE YOU.